Life in the now

There is not a whole lot going on :( same old, same old.

Spring break is in a week, thank goodness for that. I'm getting burnt out and tired. On Friday I was supposed to go to girls night at the BCM, however I slept all the way through it, I don't remember falling asleep, but I def. woke up around 10...craziness! I need a break that's for sure.

I have decided not to major in Computer Information Technology, but Accounting, which can be found weird or ironic to a certain person, but its life. I found that I like a class I'm in a lot and I feel I can really do something with it...just better suited for me I guess. Having to deal with just a spreadsheet or two and not c++ compilers and which program is which. I just don't care about computers anymore, as long as mine works the way it should. I'm ready to just be out of school and move on to more chapters of my life. Or it could just be I'm tired of doing the homework...but I'm over the whole "college is fun" stage. I want to grow up! I want to find that stable job, have money to travel, be able to give back to my parents for all they have given me, go to Seminary possibly and get married. All within God's will of course, I just got to get some patients. Just got to learn to wait.

God has it all under control though, sometimes I get so stressed over my job and school that I forget that He does. Remembering he has it under control makes everything so much better. Life is so much better in general with the Lord.  Never being alone, knowing that you have an unconditional love always right with you. Amazing!

Currently Listening This Is Who We Are By Run Kid Run see related

I don't get on a lot anymore as you can tell, oh well.

Things seem to be going well, I had a bit of a rocky semester, with grades and such, but over all things are great. I love having the apartment, I don't miss the dorms at all. Its a lot of fun, paying rent stinks, but 'tis life. I think I have grown up a lot this semester, which is good. In May I get to declare my major in Computer Information Technology and I should graduate in Fall of 2008 if everything works out!! Exciting stuff.

Jeff and I are great! He came and spent Christmas Eve with my family, that went really well, and then I spent Christmas with his family and that went well. I love his mom. Every Thursday night I go over to his house just to watch Ugly Betty and Grey's Anatomy with her. I have gotten so addicted to those shows, especially Grey's and this Thrusday is a brand new episode :) Well life is good and God is even better, and has done so much for us!!!

Hope everyone has a good spring semester!

Currently Listening Sacred Revolution see related

School starts a week from Monday...Let the diving in begin!

Being home has been fun though. I have hung out a lot with my family and stuff. I feel like though, all this week all I did was drive up to NKY. I found an apartment!! That's exciting. Megan Heck, Kristy and I are going to room together. We are going to live at Fox Chase in Southgate, I can't wait. We sign the lease on Thursday...Woohoo!!!

So anyway...I'm learning right now to be truly faithful in the Lord. Knowing He will provide for all my needs. It can get hard to have full confidence in Him when you are set in your own ways.  Its especially hard just because I'm home, when I am away from home I tend to have more faith. I have been trying to get more disciplined in the word and in my prayer life, really trying to be who God has called me to be and that means being confident in Him. I know I'm learning and seeing what that truly means, not that I didn't see it before, but everything can always be shown in a new light, in different situations. At home I feel there is so much pushing and negativity from my family. Also at school, I think I have more accountability there and a good group of solid Christian friends, so that helps. God is here though and He is doing great things. I just pray I'm living the life He has for me!

Well...Impact is over and my heart hurts.

Impact was such a great experience. I'm grateful for the opportunity serve the Lord and to grow in Him. I miss everyone on my team and being surrounded by them 24/7, although its great to have the space. You just spend so much time building these relationships, its just hard to leave. I know though that we did not say goodbye, we said see ya later. Especially since 6 of us are up here in Northern Kentucky. Oh yeah...I have decided to go back to NKU. There was no right or wrong in my decision of schools, I believe God will use me either way.

I look forward to the new beginnings ahead of me. I long for the Impact experience to carry on throughout all our hearts. I know it will not leave me. God really shined through us all this summer and I believe that I have became more of a servant to the Lord. I can't wait to see the opportunties He brings into my life this coming up year and just the numerous ways I can serve Him.

"not by the way of eye-service, as people-pleasers, but as servants of Christ, doing the will of God from the heart."
                                              ~Ephesians 6:6

I got into Boyce...where shall I go next fall? Pray for direction in my life! I have like 2 to 3 weeks to get f-aid laid out (for either school I go to) and everything...I'm a bit stressed, but God works in amazing ways!

Amanda and Kyle's wedding was Beautiful this past weekend. I'm so happy and I'm completely excited to hang out with them when I get back for the summer, which is like in 2 and half weeks. Craziness!!!!!

Pirates of the Caribbean rocks!

Psalm 37:4
"Delight yourself also in the Lord, And He shall give you the desires of your heart."